First Time in SEVEN YEARS ..

Single on Christmas day .. OK .

I'd be glad to share my cookies and milk to you :((

I hate that I Loved you so ...

               It's been exactly 15 days now since we officially/finally called it off. It's been the hardest and loneliest 15 days of my life since I met you. Yeah! Laugh now! The strong woman you used to know had 15 weakest days of her life because of you! Those were the most miserable days of my life well not to mention those times when we're together because they're also miserable but I love how to feel miserable with you and it's not the case this time. Well, I'm not going to post here just to flatter you of how miserable my life was since we part ways. Well, you might somehow feel flattered because the following things I'm going to reveal are those crazy things I did when there were still "us". Things that I did just to profess my love for you. eew! Well, there will be some things that I'll be keeping to myself just to save myself from total humiliation and after all, I still have the word "privacy" in my vocabulary.

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It all ends here .

          Taray ng title! Parang Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows lang! Anyway, I know it's quite funny to read this post. Sino ba naman ang di matatawa eh just last Oct. 30 parang puro kilig yung pinagsasabi ko. I didn't know ako nlang pla yung nkakaramdam ng ganun. Dito ko na gustong tapusin lahat tutal wala naman na pala tlagang ppntahan yung pinagpapaguran kong magwork na relasyon eh. Dito ko nalang ilalahad ng nararamdaman ko kasi alam kong wala namang makakabasa. Sya? Hndi nya to mababasa noh! Mabasa nya man, he won't even bother to care 'cause he's very busy with his life now. Masayang masaya na yun kasi nag-eenjoy sya sa pag-inom from dusk 'til dawn. Makakapagdota na sya ng wantusawa! At higit sa lahat, makakahanap na sya ng iba. I'm hurting, why wouldn't I? Tinatanong pa ba yun? Mahal na mahal ko kaya yung mokong na yun! Kagaya nga ng sinabi ko sa mga previous posts ko, sobrang dami ko ng sakripisyo para sa taong yun! Pinaglaban ko sya sa lahat! Pinili ko sya kahit alam kong mahihirapan ako sa magiging buhay ko sa kanya. I never claim to be a perfect girlfriend, no one is! Pero alam ko sa sarili ko na ginawa ko lahat, better yet binigay ko lahat to satisfy his needs even his wants. OO teh! Minsan parang pakiramdam ko nga ang bata ko namang sugar mommy. SYET! Ganun tlaga kapag nagmamahal ka teh! Kahit hindi mo na tlaga kaya pinipilit mo pa rin yung sarili mo na baka pwede pa... na baka this time pwedeng mag-work pa kaso dumating na ko sa point ng sukdulan. I was mad... really mad! But I realized, I will never be able to move on kung may mararamdaman pa rin ako towards him, yup, kasama yung galit jan. I forgive him for what he did wrong but I will never ever forget that he did it to me.

After All ...

I have so many reasons to leave you but there's just one thing that makes me stay. 

I love you.

Palabas na pala kahapon yung "A Beautiful Affair" starring John Lloyd and Bea sa ABS-CBN pero hindi talaga dahil sa palabas kung bakit ko nabanggit yung palabas na 'to kundi dahil sa theme song. Madalas kong naririnig yung "After all" na kanta kung saan-saan, minsan sa jeep, minsan sa radio at madalas yan tuwing linggo! Old song na kasi pero wag ka, iba pa rin ang mga kanta noon. CLASSIC.

I may not have mentioned everything about what's going between me and Mamark but one thing's for sure, we're doing great now. Much better than before I guess. I hope.

Baliw at tanga lang siguro ang magsasabing may perpektong relasyon. Yung relasyon na walang away, walang problema, walang pag-tatalo, walang selosan at walang tampuhan.

Lahat ng relasyon dumadaan sa mga pagsubok. Mga pagsubok na dapat nyong malampasan ng magkasama. Mga problema na dapat nyong harapin, hawak kamay. Bakit? Dahil pagkatapos ng lahat ng mga 'yun saka nyo lang masasabing matatag ang pundasyon ng inyong relasyon. Ang sarap kayang sabihin sa mahal mo na sa kabila ng lahat ng pinagdaanan nyo, heto pa rin kayo at patuloy na binubuo ang inyong mga pangarap kasama ang isa't-isa. 

The Importance of Good Night Kiss

Source: lovetrekker.com

A new study shows that 8 out of 10 couples no longer kiss before going to bed

Is romance dead? It feels that way sometimes, especially when I hear that 8 out of 10 couples no longer kiss before going to sleep, and I mean not even in that perfunctory “Lie back, close your eyes and think of England“ kind of way, either. I’m talking nada, zilch, zero human kissing contact. Ouch.

Sorry to perpetuate a stereotype here, but this poll comes courtesy of the Brits.Travelodge surveyed 2,000 couples about their nighttime behavior, and the outlook was NOT positive.

Happy 17th Monthsary to The MamCee Couple :))

Ako na talaga ang ma pinaka-sweet na boyfriend ..

Kahit sobrang madalas sakit ng ulo ,

Alam na alam naman kung paano ako pakikiligin :))

Psst ! Anu yan ?! Patingin nga ! Pabasa naman ... Damot !

Jar of Hearts

No, I can't take one more step towards you

'Cause all that's waiting is regret

Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore

You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive

And now you want me one more time

[Chorus:]

And who do you think you are?

Runnin' 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around

If I am anywhere to be found

But I have grown too strong

To ever fall back in your arms

And I've learned to live half alive

And now you want me one more time

Is your relationship on the rocks?

Admitting to yourself that your relationship is over can be incredibly hard. The longer you are with someone, the more a part of you they become. Noticing signs of distance between the two of you and realizing that the love has long since been gone can both be startling discoveries. There could have been signs that you missed when the demise started. These are a few of the clues you may have missed and what you could possibly do to fix the issues if you believe your partnership is worth saving.

What happens when the Breadwinner becomes the Househusband ?

High-flier KEITH KENDRICK reluctantly swapped roles with his wife. A year on, the results have astonished them both.

A mother eyed me curiously at my sons’ school fair, where I was manning the kitchen, baking baguettes and heating up soup.

‘You’re a real Beta Male, aren’t you?’ she said. For a moment, I thought I’d misheard her. ‘You mean a Better Male?’ I asked. ‘No,’ she replied. ‘A Beta Male, as in, not an Alpha. An Alpha Male would never be caught dead in the kitchen. Mine certainly wouldn’t. He’s a classic Alpha Male.’

I didn’t know how to take this. Was she insulting me, or paying me a compliment?  There was no question, however, that she had a point: I’m not an Alpha Male. But I used to be.

No to Housewife ! Yes to Househusband !

As lyricist Prasoon Joshi (2009) says, “The bottom line is that if the relationship is important enough to both partners, the couple will make an effort to work the marriage, No matter who is the breadwinner in the marriage.”

In the traditional time the father is the head of the famiy and also the provider and the role model for the children. But now a days the husband and wife change role the mother being the provider and the father work in the house. Househusbands are the male counterpart of housewives, househusbands often do the house chores such as cooking, cleaning the house, taking care of the children while the wife is the one who works and earn the money for the family. Here in the Philippines is not quite acceptable for the man to talk to his friends that he is the one who is in the house and taking care of his children and his partner is going to work to earn money for the family. But as the times goes by it was acceptable because of the indemand working of Filipina women working abroad the partner decided that the wife will work and the husband will stay in the house because of the big income that they will get. Recent data show that 37 percent of the women workers are married while 7 percent are either widowed or divorced/separated. A non-government organization called KAKAMMPI (Kapisanan ng mga Kamaganak ng Migrenteng Manggagawang Pilipino,Inc) estimates that about 5.85 million or 23 percent of all children and adolescents (17 years old and below) have at least a parent overseas.

So many reasons Why I fell in love with you

Whenever Mamark and I fight he always end up asking me the same question all over again...

"Bakit mo ba ko mahal?"
(I'll never go lang ni Erik Santos ang peg)

You always ask me
Those words i say
And telling me what it means to me

Every single day
You always act this way
For how many times i told you
I love you for this is all i know

Come to me and hold me
And you will see
The love i give
For you still hold the key

Every single day
You always act this way
For how many times i told you
I love you for this is all i know

I'll never go far away from you
Even the sky will tell you
That i need you so
For this is all i know
I'll never go far away from you

Minsan kahit sobrang daming dahilan magugulat ka nalang at maitatanong sa sarili mo .. bakit nga ba ?

Ewan ko rin eh .. di naman xa gwapo (parang ang ganda ko eh no?)

Why people get into an 'open relationship'

An open relationship is one in which both people agree to get involved in a physical (or emotional) relationship with other people without the act being considered to be infidelity. This is the textbook definition of an open relationship. Of course, it depends on the couple involved.

While an open relationship is not the choice of many, some people have given it a shot. Below are the top reasons they give for  being in an open relationship.

1. It promises variety. The biggest benefit is that there will be variety in your life. While you will always have someone to go back home to, you will have the option of going to someone else if you so wish. This variety is good as it prevents boredom and adds a fair amount of spice to life.

To The Future Father of my Children...

You all guys know that It's gonna be Father's day on Sunday, right? Well, as for me, it's gonna be another fatherless day :(( I'm used to it! Why do I get too emotional, then? It's been 20 years since my father deprived me of having a Dad and just so you know I'm 20 now. Yah right! I never had a father... since birth! That's mainly the reason why I always tell myself, I'm not gonna let my kids experience the same thing. I won't let them grow up without having a father to tap their shoulder for their acievements. A father who will criticize my future daughter's boyfriend. A father that will scold my kids for doing bad thing but not too much! I won't let him mess with a spoiler mom :)) So, what kind of FATHER do I want my children to have?

Self-confessed "Stage Girlfriend"

Yizz ! that's right ! I'm a self-confessed "STAGE GIRLFRIEND" so what?! I used to be the performer during my previous relationships. It's not the way you think it is! I mean I used to perform on-stage not my boyfriend. I used to be a varsity player of volleyball in PUP (well, just in the PolScie Department. lelzz) , I used to join pageants and participate in different school activities like parade. As the saying goes: If you got it, FLAUNT IT ! hahahaha ! Well going back to what I used to be, joining those kinds of activities requires a person to be prepared... All the stuffs and thingy! and who's gonna be the PA ?! Of course the BOYFRIEND !! All the preps: make-up, wardrobe, bling-blings and even tying my shoelace ! but now , somehow , it changes !

Girl by Andrew E.

Pangarap ko na matamis ay para sa iyo

ang Magkaanak tayo ng puro bobo

ang makasama ka sayo magkapamilya

at sa ilalim ng tulay doon kita ititira

pangarap kong mabigyan kita ng kariton

ikaw at anak natin magtutulak maghapon

dahil akoy walang silbi ika'y magsisilbe

ikaw at ang anak natin mamamasura lage

mas maswerte tayo sa iba at mas mapalad

kahit mamumuhay tayo ng kapus palad

palagi tayong magdidildil ng asin

at pag walang makain itutulog na lang natin

Oh my fiance listen to what i say

magiging buhay natin kahirapan everyday

walang wala kang mapapala yan ay asahan mo

dahil hindi ako magkakaroon ng trabaho.

I love you for what you are...

Ikaw Pa Rin .. Walang Iba !

Walang Iba - Ezra Band

Ilang beses ng nag-away

Hanggang sa magkasakitan

Na 'di alam ang pinagmulan

Pati maliliit na bagay

Na napag-uusapan

Bigla na lang pinag-aawayan

Ngunit kahit na ganito

Madalas na 'di tayo magkasundo

Ikaw lang ang gusto kong makapiling

Sa buong buhay ko

MamCee: Being an "IT COUPLE"

had this photoshoot in La Mesa Ecopark ..

thank goodness to my sister-in-law Janine for making these shots possible

auko tlgang tumatabi sa kanya .. lalo akong tumataba at lalo xang pumapayat !

MamCee: For the Love of Art

Here some of the pictures we love to edit ..

some of these are actually for our Anniversary .

The Wedding of the Century (EGG)

feelingero lang sa may ganyang desk .. bkt ba ?!

Romantic Rubik's Cube

I'm super excited about today's post because I put A LOT of work into it. I have a backache to prove it (from leaning over this project for several hours yesterday). So, if I only get a few comments on this baby, I'm afraid I'll do something drastic (....like delete this blog!) :)

I thought I'd break away from my traditional posting and do an actual tutorial for all you who like a fun craft project now and then. Here it is, my friends. Enjoy!

Happy 1st Anniversary Bheib !

Faithful .. Swag or Lame ?

How to Restore a Broken Relationship

One of the hardest things to go through in life is the breaking of a relationship with someone, especially if you were particularly close to that person and have known them for a long time. Once a relationship ends it can be very difficult to restore that relationship. The more intimate you are with someone, the deeper the pain goes when things go wrong. In this article we will discuss how to repair a relationship that has been broken. We will deal with relationships in general. In another article I will discuss how to repair a broken marriage. The good news is that relationships can be restored if everyone involved is willing to put the effort into the process of healing. It may take time, but the end result is worth the time and effort.

Obstacles to Healing

Before we can discuss the process of repairing a relationship, we need to consider what keeps restoration from happening in the first place.

Let's get KNOTTY

Nakaka-miss ...

• Nakakamiss ‘yung pagkagising mo sa umaga, kahit puno pa ng muta ang mata mo at panis na laway ang pisngi mo eh mas inuuna mo pa ang pagsilip sa selepono mo at tingnan kung nag-text s’ya, o kung hindi man, para i-text s’ya ng simpleng mensahe, kesa sa paghihilamos ng mukha.
• Nakakamiss ‘yung ang bukod-tanging dahilan kung bakit ka gumagastos para sa load ng selepono mo ay para makausap s’ya.
• Nakakamiss ‘yung kunyari may ibubulong ka sa kanya pero ‘yun pala, hahalikan mo s’ya sa pisngi. Pwede ring ‘yun pala, kakagatin mo ‘yung tenga n’ya.
• Nakakamiss ‘yung kapag wala kang magawa, babasahin mo lahat ‘yung text messages n’ya sa ‘yo magmula sa umpisa hanggang sa pinakabagong mensahe n’ya.

Celebrating Your 1 Year Anniversary With Your Boyfriend

It's that time, your 1st year anniversary with your boyfriend and you're wondering - what am I going to do to make it the special occasion that it is? You don't have to be nervous, even though you are. Just a bit of thought on your part and your boyfriend will think you are the most romantic woman he's ever met, and very glad you are his girl. Celebrating your 1st anniversary with your boyfriend is probably the most important one you can have. So, making it perfect, from where you go to what you eat is certainly on your mind.

First anniversary – ten ways to celebrate

Congratulations! Celebrating your first year as a married couple is so exciting. It confirms your status as a proper husband and wife and it's a time to look to the future together -- although you'll certainly be remembering your wedding day with fond memories too! This landmark anniversary is definitely worth celebrating, so take inspiration from us and plan one of these special ideas for your paper anniversary...

Rewind to the wedding

A year ago today, you tied the knot, and it's all too easy to forget the little details of the day. So turn off the phone, lock the doors and settle down to watch your wedding video. You might even recreate some of your wedding menu highlights to nibble on as you flick through your wedding photos -- and don't forget to put on your sexiest wedding nightwear as you relive your first official night together. Or second night, perhaps...

28 Days Before Our First Anniversary ...

Oh ngayon ?? malamang problemado . pano ba to ? parang first time magkakaroon ng anniversary . hndi tlaga ako sanay sa ganito .. any ideas ?

Just the way You are

Cute Serious Look :))

I did I do and I will