I cried so many times just to survive this relationship. Fight so many time just to prove my love for him and I'm telling I'm willing to do it again and again because the kind of love we have is a kind of love others just dreamed of.
It's true, when you want a lasting relationship, you don't look for a wishlist of things you hoped for your partner to have because when you know the reason why you are with that person, it only mean one thing -- It's a definable love. When all those things you love about that person fade, your love for that same person will also fade just like that.
Many people have asked me the reasons why I'm still with the person I am with right now. To be honest with you, I, myself, don't know the reason. I loved him. I love him and will still love him. I guess, that explains all. He's not perfect. Far from perfection but I accepted him, he did too. I just knew I loved him very much whenever I endure his failures, stupidities, ugliness and all the disappointments he has given me. I didn't know that I am capable of loving someone this much. I knew to myself that I should have stopped holding on long time ago but everytime I didn't, I just tell myself - this is an unconditional love. It may not be that obvious but I know deep in my heart that I will never ever be able to love anyone the way I love him.
God knows how many trials we've come across, people around us know how many fights we have had but none of them knows and can explain why after all those things we've been through, we're still together and only those who have experienced this kind of love we have can explain.
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